Nostalgic Jealousy

by Youkai Paradise

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Original music is: 憂いに揺れるは橋姫の瞳 from 東方幻想界 -蓮台野夜行の音- Circle

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Ah do you hear this silent voice
Silent scream that I make
I've just begun to pray
But this suffering is yet to end

Ah this warm room where I am
Is filled with all our memories
Then you left me one day
But we can meet again
That's what I really hope for sure

When we met each other that day
I knew that it must be you!
We've been laying on this blanket
And you gently stroked my hair

Our withered promises and dreams
Were only illusions
Now I'm sitting on this chair
Waiting for you to come home
Why aren't you here now?

How long it's been since you've been gone
Since you're gone with here
I forgot my own name
I'm not even living
For any reason anymore

Ah, I've seen this scenery, I...
I saw it before
This vast ocean is beautiful,
But something's still missing

Whydid you leave me alone,
alone with myself
and this violent pain in my aching chest

So... why did you choose her?
Is she really what you want?
Am I just a broken toy?
My heart, filled with jealousy
Slowly leads me to the very end


released March 25, 2017
Lyrics: Saber-san Vocal: RemyFive Mix: RNE




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